Like this Solar Farm being built on the way to Totnes From #Ivybridge, the sun was out and I was getting ready to push the energy needed to work the Brand. The new social media site I visit now: Vine has introduced me to some very fine people. All sending out short videos of fun to the world if they have the spare 6 seconds. So checking in what has happened over night if you are with the right people is fun.
Now forgive me for one paragraph, in my life I have had three near death experiences. The first one I was only nine and did not know what could have happened. The second two I knew full well, those two times I did a lot of asking to God if I could have some more time. Another time I was out of ideas was about to loose my house and with children that is a very bad thing. On my own I went up to the church and asked for help. I am still here and inside. Three times is more than enough for me to prove the fact something is going on, it may not be in the rituals and words set down by some that manage their life or others with, but I am not going to question the fact that something is going on. Also I am not going to stop saying thank you that I am still here with not one but two houses. One for the children and their mom, one for me. So now I go as regularly as I can to say thank you. I am not going to push what I do down your throats and would ask the same respect. This is my personal time.
OK that is done, if you are still reading, Sunday I pop up to church to say thank you and have a chat with my Dad who is no longer with us. My private time, let my thoughts go up to the sky. Not boring anyone with what is troubling me & saying cheers for being here still myself. On the way this day I made a Vine & went in with a big smile. When my Dad died the only place I was able to let go was on Christmas Day at the service, being split from the children I knew I was not going to see them & as I had not stopped working it was the first day I had had a break to accept what had happened. The people there are not nosey & just get on with their thing, so it was great to celebrate Palm Sunday there & the churches AGM.
The rest of the day was great, I made some vines, got some Instagram down of #Ivybridge, did some writing as some very good ideas were running through the Brain. In the evening I would have loved to have sat in the Beer Garden at The Old Smithy, having a smoke, chatting with some friends after a roast beef dinner, but that is at the finishing line and which is in seven days.
So here we go. Thanks for reading, if you could respect my personal belief that would be good as I am not going to convert anyone or be converted. You are you & I am me. Happy in my skin, hope you are in yours. Life is a personal journey and no one knows what really is at the finishing line. So let's see what happens at the end of this one.
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