Over the Half Way Mark.
Yes I have to confess, I am having a wave moment with the grieving process. A quick slide show up there from the screen printing factory I was sharing with my father this time last year.
After retiring from show biz back in 2007 I thought this is what I was going to be doing until I dropped too. I was not concentrating whilst dealing with my fathers sudden death and some one moved in & took the firm from under my very eyes. Dealing with quashing the anger with this person is just as hard as not smoking , having a steak dinner or a glass of whiskey. The good thing is I am doing it and not showing a public rage over the issue. I think contracting this cold and the down turn of the weather has pushed me back into a darker state , of which of course I am fighting.
Time To Cheer Things Up!
The good thing about penning this blog to @Heartsouthwest or @thisisheart the music can quickly snap me back into a better mood as many tracks from my youth are played and the presenters are excellent. The day started well with just Caroline presenting the Breakfast show. Matt was unwell and in Hospital, Caroline was great on her own and let the listeners know he was ok. She even sent me a DM on twitter. So rather than spend the day in #Ivybridge I took the Bus into Plymouth, within all the adventure from yesterday, I thought I would make a couple of vines about the Pilgrims. I have a few American followers, so thought they would enjoy that.
Then the local paper The Herald Express publish me on the front page, so lots of comments about that.
The Project
Yes, once again the Pasty had made meat the number one of all temptation. The smells of them everywhere I went. With the nice weather a nice glass of beer in the sunshine would have been great. Which would have been followed with a quick smoke. Nah, loving the fact I have got this far. Returned to #Ivybridge and took an early night. The feelings of loss and anger quashed.
Cheers for the read, hope you pop back soon.

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